Wondering why i could neva make a successful me :(

Today i was watching the movie "A complete history of my sexual failures"... a documentary movie by Chris Waitt about why his girl friends dumped him... As i was thinking bout the movie i had the question in my mind "Wondering why i could neva make a successful me"

And here is what i analyzed...

well it started as a kid... I was not good at studies but my teachers called me a smart kid... When i grew up i felt smart but my professors call me a fool...

when i was a teen i feel in love and the girl did like me... when i grew old girls seem to like me but i dont seem to love anyone...

when i was doing biotechnology i used to assume a lot of things in the field based on logic and i was told thats wrong to do in any experiment.. now i am in finance where i try to find sensible information to make sense, but i have been said to assume things

in short... I have always been a failure in life who could neva understand what is sensible and true and whats not

the analysis is simple isn't it :P

And i said this to my friend and guess what happened???? Here is what we chat:

Friend: ha ha

i dont agree

that u r a fool

girishan: i have been

dont u see the analyis i made

Friend: whatever

i dont think u r a fool

girishan: thats the whole point

when i know that i am a fool the people around me dont think so... may be someday when i think i am not a fool u might

:P

Here i found another reason to why i i could neva make a successful me :)

A testimonial on 31st Oct 2008, 01:15AM (EST)

i have not known you for ages... but the seconds i get to know to you i feel the satisfaction of knowing u for years... its not that you make me feel good when we talk... its that you make me feel worse when we dont talk...

it was for this day that i lived all my life... when i looked into your eyes i felt i met my destiny... there you are with that beautiful smile that i wish to see finally.. before i leave this world

For i have seen you... My destiny