You know what makes you interesting...
i think its a two line riddle, but too far to comprehend...
Mighty gave me the mind to comprehend the riddle...
But reality stuck me as a disaster...
I thought I knew the world to conquer,
But could not understand the patterns in a butterfly...
like they say the patterns in the celestial...
I wish I was more like wind...
"Wind... Swing and Swaying the way I am supposed to"
A wind before the hush...
Thursday, November 19, 2009
Monday, October 19, 2009
Man I am
Dont you leave, I cannot live,
Without you in my life,
Cant you see, my heart is broken,
Without you in my world,
Think of the days we walked in the woods,
With you on my side,
I feel my world is complete,
The laugh that we shared,
The memories that you let fade away,
Dont you leave, I cannot live,
Without you in my life,
Cant you see, my heart is broken,
Without you in my world,
Why are we so far away,
My heart whispers a song,
A song long forgotten,
Wish I could tell you how I feel,
Words wont do no change now,
Dont you leave, I cannot live,
Without you in my life,
Cant you see, my heart is broken,
Without you in my world,
I wont ask you for another chance,
But I wont forget the love we shared,
I can go on forever,
With your thoughts in my mind,
The love that made me a man I am.
Without you in my life,
Cant you see, my heart is broken,
Without you in my world,
Think of the days we walked in the woods,
With you on my side,
I feel my world is complete,
The laugh that we shared,
The memories that you let fade away,
Dont you leave, I cannot live,
Without you in my life,
Cant you see, my heart is broken,
Without you in my world,
Why are we so far away,
My heart whispers a song,
A song long forgotten,
Wish I could tell you how I feel,
Words wont do no change now,
Dont you leave, I cannot live,
Without you in my life,
Cant you see, my heart is broken,
Without you in my world,
I wont ask you for another chance,
But I wont forget the love we shared,
I can go on forever,
With your thoughts in my mind,
The love that made me a man I am.
Thursday, October 8, 2009
Your face
with broken wing i fall into the earth
then angels disowned me n demons despised me
i have no vision for i was blinded
i have no vision for i was blinded
a poor man gave me milk to drink for water
a person with no hatred but love
a person with no hatred but love
all i could see nothing but ur face
a face so naive which was more pure than milk
purer than the milky way
purer than mankind
the face i could neva forget
before i closed my eyesa face of yours...
Wednesday, October 7, 2009
Where am I... Who am I
The beats of my heart talks about you,
The dreams in my sleep speak about you,
When I wake up I see the heart burning with feelings,
I know you don't want the way I want it to be....
Where am I, Who am I,
The darkness sees no light without you,
The flowers don't bloom without you in life,
Like the thorn that embraced my heart,
I feel no sun and no reasons for the lives...
Where am I, Who am I,
The reason for my heartbeat,
The beat that I live for,
where am I, Who am I....
The dreams in my sleep speak about you,
When I wake up I see the heart burning with feelings,
I know you don't want the way I want it to be....
Where am I, Who am I,
The darkness sees no light without you,
The flowers don't bloom without you in life,
Like the thorn that embraced my heart,
I feel no sun and no reasons for the lives...
Where am I, Who am I,
The reason for my heartbeat,
The beat that I live for,
where am I, Who am I....
Wednesday, September 9, 2009
Record in my head
I hear this record in my head, being played over and over again,
I wanna change this track, rewrite the karma of my pain,
This situation, no ways its gonna pay,
I dream of disguise, I know I cannot fade away...
I learnt the rules of bending the rules, should I really care,
Shrinking in thoughts, when what I learn from the world is fear,
Learning to roll like a stone, collecting the mosses as I do,
You don't teach me who I am, I know I am not a hoe...
I wanna change this track, rewrite the karma of my pain,
This situation, no ways its gonna pay,
I dream of disguise, I know I cannot fade away...
I learnt the rules of bending the rules, should I really care,
Shrinking in thoughts, when what I learn from the world is fear,
Learning to roll like a stone, collecting the mosses as I do,
You don't teach me who I am, I know I am not a hoe...
Saturday, September 5, 2009
Evil Shadow
Jesus threw me out of heaven, i am a sinner,
i was called an evildoer,
i have no where to run,
i am here in the no mans land,
someone come take me home with you,
i no more feed on flesh or blood,
all i need is a place to hide my self,
form the evil part of mine,
hell is no good for me,
all my sinister are waiting for my bod,
this path leads to no where,
but to insanity,
i am lost,
lost for good that i found you,
you the root for all that i am,
my evil shadow,
come feed on me,
drink my blood,
drag me to pieces,
thats all i deserve for all that i did.
i was called an evildoer,
i have no where to run,
i am here in the no mans land,
someone come take me home with you,
i no more feed on flesh or blood,
all i need is a place to hide my self,
form the evil part of mine,
hell is no good for me,
all my sinister are waiting for my bod,
this path leads to no where,
but to insanity,
i am lost,
lost for good that i found you,
you the root for all that i am,
my evil shadow,
come feed on me,
drink my blood,
drag me to pieces,
thats all i deserve for all that i did.
Humanitarian - This is what we all are
till the good slept i was occulted by infamy,
i hid the truth and practiced polygamy,
i wore the caftan and called it humanitarian,
but i feed on the flesh to prove i am a barbarian.
i hid the truth and practiced polygamy,
i wore the caftan and called it humanitarian,
but i feed on the flesh to prove i am a barbarian.
Love you more & Hate you less
kill me hard,and blow my head,
leave me not , cos am not yet dead,
throw the flowers and take the gun,
we lost it all we need no fun.
i am an ugly freak n you a beauty queen,
i am lying now you know what i mean,
i had it all with you,and ended it with a wine
you slept with me, and now you are not mine.
things have changed in new jersey,
a bitch like you needs no mercy,
now that the gun is in my hand,
all you need is just a six foot land.
in fraction of second i found you in a pool of blood,
i felt no pain cos i killed the jade,
deep in my heart its you i miss,
for i love you more and hate you less,
leave me not , cos am not yet dead,
throw the flowers and take the gun,
we lost it all we need no fun.
i am an ugly freak n you a beauty queen,
i am lying now you know what i mean,
i had it all with you,and ended it with a wine
you slept with me, and now you are not mine.
things have changed in new jersey,
a bitch like you needs no mercy,
now that the gun is in my hand,
all you need is just a six foot land.
in fraction of second i found you in a pool of blood,
i felt no pain cos i killed the jade,
deep in my heart its you i miss,
for i love you more and hate you less,
Paper Boat
sleep my sweet child, we have a long way to go,
dont you worry i will stay awake,
keep guarding you till the dawn,
keep an eye on you till i am alive,
the wind is blowing, so am i,
i dont know where we will be,
our life is nothing more than a paper boat with a sail.
the crest and thrust in this life is an unsolved mystery,
where we are and where we need to go,
is nothing there in our hands,
jus stay back to face the reality,
you sleep without doubts in your mind,
till the sun beam breaks the dark,
our life is nothing more than a paper boat with a sail.
dont you worry i will stay awake,
keep guarding you till the dawn,
keep an eye on you till i am alive,
the wind is blowing, so am i,
i dont know where we will be,
our life is nothing more than a paper boat with a sail.
the crest and thrust in this life is an unsolved mystery,
where we are and where we need to go,
is nothing there in our hands,
jus stay back to face the reality,
you sleep without doubts in your mind,
till the sun beam breaks the dark,
our life is nothing more than a paper boat with a sail.
Seed of War
no rulez to lay your life,
no path to the flickering light,
no preaching, no regrets,
cos we have jus sowed the seed of war.
to cope with our dreams,we have scattered many,
we have tried so hard jus to reach our destiny,
we have nothing left, we ain't care for any,
let people preach us for life, cos thats the irony.
now that the seed spudded, and the fruits bloomed,
its time to gleen what we want,
no mercy, no pleading,
cos we are the one who sowed the seed of war.(3)
keep marching towards insanity,
to keep in mind that drove our anxiety,
it is true that we hate to face the reality,
cos we need to execute to maintain our immortaliy.
the fruits have ripened, and ready to be devoured,
set your foot to claim the wages,
let the eyes melt down the cheek, and heads role down the ground,
cos we are are the one who sowed the seed of war.(3)
no more preaching, no more regret,
no mercy, no pleading,
cos we have jus sowed the seed of war.(3)
no path to the flickering light,
no preaching, no regrets,
cos we have jus sowed the seed of war.
to cope with our dreams,we have scattered many,
we have tried so hard jus to reach our destiny,
we have nothing left, we ain't care for any,
let people preach us for life, cos thats the irony.
now that the seed spudded, and the fruits bloomed,
its time to gleen what we want,
no mercy, no pleading,
cos we are the one who sowed the seed of war.(3)
keep marching towards insanity,
to keep in mind that drove our anxiety,
it is true that we hate to face the reality,
cos we need to execute to maintain our immortaliy.
the fruits have ripened, and ready to be devoured,
set your foot to claim the wages,
let the eyes melt down the cheek, and heads role down the ground,
cos we are are the one who sowed the seed of war.(3)
no more preaching, no more regret,
no mercy, no pleading,
cos we have jus sowed the seed of war.(3)
i am void within me,
my life is full of negativity,
i thought i was living in truth,
until i broke all my chain and came into reality,
the world seems to see me as an alien,
but the strange thing is,
that they see me as they look at the mirror,
i am wounded,
there is no way its gonna to heal,
and the pain inside me,
is turning more vulnerable,
is this the outcome of the change that i wanted.
the truth is bitter than what i thought,
i wanna go back to nullity,
darkness is better than light,
loneliness is better than staying in this herd,
i am feeling all insecured,
there is a flaw in what i see,
this world feeds on you to survive,
i am wounded,
there is no way its gonna to heal,
and the pain inside me,
is turning more vulnerable,
is this the outcome of the change that i wanted.
i jus cant stay the way i was before,
i am scared of this change,
i have become numb,
i cant feel a thing deep inside of me,
everything is unreal around me,
i cant trust a thing even the self,
what have i done to thy self,
i am wounded,
there is no way its gonna to heal,
and the pain inside me,
is turning more vulnerable,
is this the outcome of the change that i wanted.
my life is full of negativity,
i thought i was living in truth,
until i broke all my chain and came into reality,
the world seems to see me as an alien,
but the strange thing is,
that they see me as they look at the mirror,
i am wounded,
there is no way its gonna to heal,
and the pain inside me,
is turning more vulnerable,
is this the outcome of the change that i wanted.
the truth is bitter than what i thought,
i wanna go back to nullity,
darkness is better than light,
loneliness is better than staying in this herd,
i am feeling all insecured,
there is a flaw in what i see,
this world feeds on you to survive,
i am wounded,
there is no way its gonna to heal,
and the pain inside me,
is turning more vulnerable,
is this the outcome of the change that i wanted.
i jus cant stay the way i was before,
i am scared of this change,
i have become numb,
i cant feel a thing deep inside of me,
everything is unreal around me,
i cant trust a thing even the self,
what have i done to thy self,
i am wounded,
there is no way its gonna to heal,
and the pain inside me,
is turning more vulnerable,
is this the outcome of the change that i wanted.
Violent Love
YOU SHOOK MY WORLD, AND BROKE MY MIRROR ROOM,
I TOOK THE PIECES AND MADE THEM ONE,
WHY DID YOU DECEIVE ME WITH ALL THAT YOU DID,
WHY DIDNT YOU STOP TO LISTEN TO ME,
AND NOW THAT ITS ALL OVER......
WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO DO........
AND NOW THAT ITS ALL OVER......
WHERE DO YOU WANT ME TO GO....
AND NOW THAT ITS ALL OVER......
WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO DO........
AND NOW THAT ITS ALL OVER......
DO YOU WANT ME TO CALL THIS A VIOLENT LOVE....
I TOOK THE PIECES AND MADE THEM ONE,
WHY DID YOU DECEIVE ME WITH ALL THAT YOU DID,
WHY DIDNT YOU STOP TO LISTEN TO ME,
AND NOW THAT ITS ALL OVER......
WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO DO........
AND NOW THAT ITS ALL OVER......
WHERE DO YOU WANT ME TO GO....
AND NOW THAT ITS ALL OVER......
WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO DO........
AND NOW THAT ITS ALL OVER......
DO YOU WANT ME TO CALL THIS A VIOLENT LOVE....
Weed Weed Weed!!!
yo buddy you are so smooth,
you go inside of my lungs and take my pain off...
Der Fuhrer i am not a tyrant,
show me your loyalty,
i dont want to break your back...
Your Thought
your thought grows like a cancer in my mind,
my soul has betrayed me, it says its no more mine,
i liked it, loved it and left it all to grow,
it slay me, raped me and made me another prey.
she chained to her bed and made me another slave,
she ripped me, she smacked me and called me a stain,
i cant live or do i choose to die, i want to feel the pleasure,
i am drowning in the beatitude of this thought.
i am loving it..........
yeah the pain inside me,
i am loving it,
yeah yeah yeah i am living in it..............(2)
my soul has betrayed me, it says its no more mine,
i liked it, loved it and left it all to grow,
it slay me, raped me and made me another prey.
she chained to her bed and made me another slave,
she ripped me, she smacked me and called me a stain,
i cant live or do i choose to die, i want to feel the pleasure,
i am drowning in the beatitude of this thought.
i am loving it..........
yeah the pain inside me,
i am loving it,
yeah yeah yeah i am living in it..............(2)
Saturday, August 29, 2009
I am not going to make it
Crawling on the floor with blood in my eyes,
I am trying to see why I am blinded,
Seek to dig the blind memories that have faded,
I moved on with this scars on my face,
Like the seed which I threw in fire,
Here I stand by me, and I see a different me in the mirror,
Insanity I got from my lost Vanity,
I am trying to see why I am blinded,
Seek to dig the blind memories that have faded,
I moved on with this scars on my face,
Like the seed which I threw in fire,
Here I stand by me, and I see a different me in the mirror,
Insanity I got from my lost Vanity,
pushing my hard to keep myself going,
But I know I cant make it..
I am pushing my self to the end,
God damn I am not gonna make it...
Tuesday, August 25, 2009
Sometimes changing yourself is for your good!!!
I have been through it... i have been through once... Why is it that I have to go through it again... It is because i make the same choices? Is it because I have not changed and I think the same?
Why is it I am taken for what I am... Why is it I am not taken for my choices... Don't u think its irrational...
I was made to believe that being one's self can neva harm him/her self... What if thy self is hurt so much that u hate ur self... You turn around to see the people who changed them self are happy and seem they lost nothing...
The beauty is marred from within when u see she calls you friend and doesn't accept your love..
The dreams are shattered into pieces when they tell you are good but we dont want you...
The selfness is lost when you think everything is alright but the life goes astray...
I don't want her to take me in her life... I dont want the world to accept me... All I ask for is a honest voice... A voice that would say you are not good for me or we dont think you worth it... A voice which I will listen and say I know the world doesnt like me, but I know what I am now... I will do what ever I can, to get better at what I do... And make a choice so that I dont have to go through it again...I dont have to go through it again...
Why is it I am taken for what I am... Why is it I am not taken for my choices... Don't u think its irrational...
I was made to believe that being one's self can neva harm him/her self... What if thy self is hurt so much that u hate ur self... You turn around to see the people who changed them self are happy and seem they lost nothing...
The beauty is marred from within when u see she calls you friend and doesn't accept your love..
The dreams are shattered into pieces when they tell you are good but we dont want you...
The selfness is lost when you think everything is alright but the life goes astray...
I don't want her to take me in her life... I dont want the world to accept me... All I ask for is a honest voice... A voice that would say you are not good for me or we dont think you worth it... A voice which I will listen and say I know the world doesnt like me, but I know what I am now... I will do what ever I can, to get better at what I do... And make a choice so that I dont have to go through it again...I dont have to go through it again...
Sunday, May 17, 2009
I don't wanna be wrong anymore
I heard her voice flowing like a melody in the zephyr...
And I began wandering like a bee in search of the flower...
Could I be right, Could I be wrong...
Or is it just another illusion of a song...
When she dances like the fire raising above the sky...
I feel she is leaving me, I dunno why...
I have been waiting here so long...
Don't let me wither baby for I don't wanna be wrong...
Why don't you... Why don't you understand...
I don't wanna be wrong... I don't wanna be wrong... Anymore
And I began wandering like a bee in search of the flower...
Could I be right, Could I be wrong...
Or is it just another illusion of a song...
When she dances like the fire raising above the sky...
I feel she is leaving me, I dunno why...
I have been waiting here so long...
Don't let me wither baby for I don't wanna be wrong...
Why don't you... Why don't you understand...
I don't wanna be wrong... I don't wanna be wrong... Anymore
When u asked who I am... When u knew me
Wind sweeps you off your feet, when u bask in glory....
I heard the thunder strike, I felt no sorry...
I saw u smiling there, with tears in your eyes...
And I said I am the devil of the mind... Inside your heart
I heard the thunder strike, I felt no sorry...
I saw u smiling there, with tears in your eyes...
And I said I am the devil of the mind... Inside your heart
Saturday, May 16, 2009
I wanna break free
In the fear of danger, I let my tears fall free....
I know I have locked the cage, thus the bird doesn't sing...
Thyself is locked like the cage, where is the key...
Free the bird from the cage, See it fly and feel the song
I know I have locked the cage, thus the bird doesn't sing...
Thyself is locked like the cage, where is the key...
Free the bird from the cage, See it fly and feel the song
Saturday, April 18, 2009
A lover soldier
You fought a million war,
You neva let the guns cool,
Moments taken to retrieve what u want,
The sunsets and you know you will die some day,
Fighting the war for her,
You take the bullets with a smile,
Neva did you regret what u did,
Neva thought of the souls slaughtered,
You know she was yours,
You fought a million war,
You neva let the guns cool,
You saw her smile, you saw her future,
As you die... With peace
You neva let the guns cool,
Moments taken to retrieve what u want,
The sunsets and you know you will die some day,
Fighting the war for her,
You take the bullets with a smile,
Neva did you regret what u did,
Neva thought of the souls slaughtered,
You know she was yours,
You fought a million war,
You neva let the guns cool,
You saw her smile, you saw her future,
As you die... With peace
Tuesday, April 7, 2009
Tuesday, March 3, 2009
Was it a fable or a genuine retreat of truth... You see it happen, a moment of life and then its all gone like the mist of the morning glory... You try to recollect what u just thought and you are lost... Sometimes the questions- am I real, am I me, or what am I thinking keep replaying in my mind... You think you found an answer and then there you go... you are lost again in the thoughts trying to find something new... You see people around and think u are the Shepherd... But the moment u find love around and know u are missing on it you try to be just another one of us...
Is it difficult to be different and enjoy the banality at the same time... Is it a mess to be yourself and try to discover the reality... Is it me or Is it man that makes me think bout this...
Wish I find my answer before I am lost in this...
Is it difficult to be different and enjoy the banality at the same time... Is it a mess to be yourself and try to discover the reality... Is it me or Is it man that makes me think bout this...
Wish I find my answer before I am lost in this...
Sunday, January 11, 2009
My City... My Spirit... My NYC
The sun takes a nap as the moon throws a smile... But here is my city which knows everything but one- SLEEPMy city learnt to spread its arm to welcome the children from all over the world who had one thing in common- DREAM
There she stands tall in the boulevard of Manhattan reaching the heights of the sky to show the world what she is good at- PRIDE
Days come and go, the humanity forever it grows... From her heart she is one, but the way she looks is many- DIVERSITY
Penny earned its worth here and dollar lost its crown... She thought the world the ways to rule- POWER
She is one... She is my City... She is my Spirit... She is my NYC
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