And she left....

seconds before i broke down i saw her eyes... i felt no love for me, it was the spark of love for another... I could see me in her eyes but not in the spark, and then she moved away in the mist... like that angel that disappears in the sky... It took a moment for me to realise that she left... she was not there to talk to me... she was not there to give me that smile... And i broke down cos i realised she was not there in my life any more...

I am the worst syntax error in gods programming.... He is trying to debug me but he keeps losing the track...

To know more about this worm http://learning-my-life.blogspot.com/

I believe in the golden words
"Wanting to be someone else is a waste of who you are...."
KURT COBAIN
(1967-1994)

" If u win u need not explain it to others, if u lose u should not be there to explain it to anyone"
ADOLF HITLER
30 January 1933 – 30 April 1945

One of the conversation i had with ma friend on Feb 21 2007:

Nikhil: Everyone wants to live for the day
CeeGeeKay: Even i want to live for the day.
CeeGeeKay: But live to make a difference tomorrow. (Belive me one of the best words ever came outta ma mouth)

"Live for the day to create a difference tomorrow"
GIRISHAN KARTHIK
13 Oct 1984

The best words of mine-
made me sane, i believe in no life,
did ya here me say, i aint like the lies,
see the lightening strike, world fakes now for real,
cant you feel, this souls needs no cover........

"but at other times,and this is when my most strongest feeling comes, i feel we are not without purpose in this universe...in fact the universe is meaningless without us"
The words said by a great person... my friend...

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NOTE: I have lately been detected with selective amnesia, and please bare with me if i ask the same thing more then once. Thanks for your co-operation

DEFINITIONS - Rewriting the straight

Ever thought of making your own definitions to things in life. Definition that will make you dwell more into them, well i took my chance:

Life : obsession to make rule and never follow them.

Success: Celebration of a failure.

Failure: Sadness of someone else's gain.

Love: First step to become a philosopher.

Society: Two jobless people meeting to discuss jobs.

Happiness: Shortest period of realization of doing the right thing in the right time.

Sorrow: Outcome of doing something different.

Marriage: Institution of sacrifice.

Pain: The cause of drive to be in order.

Death: Illusion that has its existence but not in real.


Thats a little i thought of today. Hope to write more.

ADIEU!!!!!!!

Well its so complex to understand the underlying concept... Its even more complex to justify.... If you do justify you shall fail in convincing this to women


I wish they could be so simple... If they where the world would be a better place to live in....

This is what I learnt today

When u are hurt, when u feel no body is on your side, when ur life turns shit, and when u feel u are debilitated............ I got nothing to do but to face it

"where do we go...
this place is shit... the shit is sour
hide no where
fight no more
its all pain pain pain Pain

that sort again,
I gonna fight this shit,
cos all i know is
pain pain pain"

Its not long back i wanted to start my own blog. This was an outcome of the thrust to write. I wanted my space where i find no boundaries, jus my mind and thoughts. And here i am with my own blog to tell you people about my life, my people, my world and my ideas.

Disclaimer: This blog is not for people to read and comment on, this blog is a place for me to let go my thoughts and to feel what i be- Thyself.

Author: CeeGeeKay (Alias) Girishan Karthik
Birth: 13th Oct 1984