My City... My Spirit... My NYC

The sun takes a nap as the moon throws a smile... But here is my city which knows everything but one- SLEEP
My city learnt to spread its arm to welcome the children from all over the world who had one thing in common- DREAM
There she stands tall in the boulevard of Manhattan reaching the heights of the sky to show the world what she is good at- PRIDE
Days come and go, the humanity forever it grows... From her heart she is one, but the way she looks is many- DIVERSITY
Penny earned its worth here and dollar lost its crown... She thought the world the ways to rule- POWER
She is one... She is my City... She is my Spirit... She is my NYC

About me

This day was like the rest,
I was gazing at the stars up above,
I saw one droop,
I turned around to see a lil drop of rain,
It fell on her cheek,
She was standing there with a smile,
And then she spread her wings,
to hug me and give me warmth,
And there i stood with no words,
No words and my breath was silent,
so silent that i could hear my heartbeat,
and then she said.... U are you who should be,
and neva try to find who i am...

and i found u

the wings are broken
and i lay in the open sky
no where to fly
i dream i am million miles away
ooooooo and there i find someone like u
someone nice to hold on to
and yes i finally found u

My state

I feel my head shake,
Like an earthquake,
I feel the noises,
Filled with the voices.

I lay here,
Just like no one is near,
I like to lie easy,
and its freezes really,

I feel my head shake,
Like an earthquake,
I feel the noises,
Filled with the voices.

i want a new home,
to start a old game,
i stare at the ceiling,
it not a crazy feeling.

I feel my head shake,
Like an earthquake,
I feel the noises,
Filled with the voices. (2)

Hope

i thought nature was unbeatable,
i thought i was right... so was i,
until i saw her that night,
and i saw a light that night that i never saw again,
with innocence in her arms,
she walked through the boulevard of broken hope,
the flash in her eyes made no sound,
she pulled her hair back to see the angel up above,
thus her hair covered the sun leaving no room to breath,
as she saw the clouds shying,
she let her innocence break through a smile,
a smile that gave the world a new light... a hope

Wondering why i could neva make a successful me :(

Today i was watching the movie "A complete history of my sexual failures"... a documentary movie by Chris Waitt about why his girl friends dumped him... As i was thinking bout the movie i had the question in my mind "Wondering why i could neva make a successful me"

And here is what i analyzed...

well it started as a kid... I was not good at studies but my teachers called me a smart kid... When i grew up i felt smart but my professors call me a fool...

when i was a teen i feel in love and the girl did like me... when i grew old girls seem to like me but i dont seem to love anyone...

when i was doing biotechnology i used to assume a lot of things in the field based on logic and i was told thats wrong to do in any experiment.. now i am in finance where i try to find sensible information to make sense, but i have been said to assume things

in short... I have always been a failure in life who could neva understand what is sensible and true and whats not

the analysis is simple isn't it :P

And i said this to my friend and guess what happened???? Here is what we chat:

Friend: ha ha

i dont agree

that u r a fool

girishan: i have been

dont u see the analyis i made

Friend: whatever

i dont think u r a fool

girishan: thats the whole point

when i know that i am a fool the people around me dont think so... may be someday when i think i am not a fool u might

:P

Here i found another reason to why i i could neva make a successful me :)

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