I am not going to make it

Crawling on the floor with blood in my eyes,
I am trying to see why I am blinded,
Seek to dig the blind memories that have faded,
I moved on with this scars on my face,
Like the seed which I threw in fire,
Here I stand by me, and I see a different me in the mirror,
Insanity I got from my lost Vanity,

pushing my hard to keep myself going,

But I know I cant make it..

I am pushing my self to the end,

God damn I am not gonna make it...