Journey

The shallow water still reflects the moon,

A drop of water ripples the sky,

In night what shall we do,

Where the pyre dies in anguish,

This road shall not lead to paradise,

Gasping for air while crawling this path,

Found another soul of self,

One for hunger and one for greed,

Its sure we have no where to go,

Or do we know where to go?

Dedication

The color around is fading,
Like the dreams every night,
I look at her and the smile,
Solitude leave me alone I cant fight,
Walking down the street,
I notice none around the corner,
These eyes they seek her,
Is she real or an illusion like forever,
Somewhere close to this lie,
I find a sign of truth,
A sign not significant enough,
To make her feel what I feel,
Those days are not far,
This soul is already desoluted,
How far can I breath,
With her in this thought, in this mind.

Life

He who enlightened the life with pain,

Showed no pain but life,

For we shall be thankful to live,

Than forget this pain,

Between birth and death,

All shall we know,

Beyond this sanctity what shall I seek,

For smell of a flower or cry of a baby,

What shall I know, If not for life I have,

He who enlightened the life with pain,

Showed no pain but life,

For we shall be thankful to live,

Than forget this pain,

What we need is what he seth,

What we desire explains no destiny,

It hard to play the natures rule,

We are just occupt a space in the vast,

He who enlightened the life with pain,

Showed no pain but life,

For we shall be thankful to live,

Than forget this pain,

The purpose of life we seek,

May be the purpose in itself,

Shall we not succeed,

But die not in misery,

He who enlightened the life with pain,

Showed no pain but life,

For we shall be thankful to live,

Thank forget this pain…..

Life - An Art

Life is a fine piece of art

While it is in our hands it is crafted

We are no artists to crave a master piece

We are a bunch on novice playing a master

Like a sculpture we have broken many wings of the angel

Like a poet we have misrepresented the syntax

Like lovers we have fallen in for inanimate things

Yet as a soul from every err of ours learn a new technique

What is life without misery?

Who would know happiness without sadness?

As a pupil we are blindfolded of our next lesson

Yet we are not tired to learn the fine art of life

Someday we shall master this art

And when we leave this space behind

Lets us wear the smile of atonement

Sure we shall have lived the art….

Heart thy Mind

The heart thy mind teh does not part,

Schism the peace thy neva brought,

An evil in good and good in evil,

Who wins who, when the world sees no parate,

One shall not let the other sieze,

One shall not let the other breath,

Are tis a sane battle of neva’end,

Or mystical paradoxes to dead end….

I am here yet not!!!!

I am here yet not,

My being here is not questioned,

My being is here is not distinguishable,

If what I see is what you see,

If what I hear is what you hear,

If what I smell is what you smell,

Then why is it I don’t feel what you feel,

Am I dreaming this reality?

Or profoundly confused in this illusion,

Solutions not deep enough,

Questions not shallow enough,

Am I here or not,

My being is not questioned,

My being here is jus not distinguishable….

O'girl, my lil child

Road to Boston brings in old memory,

Her seemless smile and honey filled voice,

Its been ages since I heard ‘em,

O’girl, my lil child here I come,

No road is straight,

Like life thall twisted and turned,

Papa cant wait no more,

O’girl, my lil child I am coming home,

The first step you took,

Be it the first toy you broke,

Brings in million expressions,

O’girl, my lil child can’t wait to see you,

For twenty five years have past,

Civilization has changed,

My angel still stays the same,

O’girl, my lil child hope he shall keep you happy too…

Myself!!!!

No one whispered the truth,

It was their perception that spread,

What I envisaged was simplicity,

It gave a life thus complicated,

Some said it was not real,

Came the truth with no less price,

Salting the wound the way to make me strong,

Tears, pain and life make me long,

What makes the man what he is,

The man himself or those eyes thy beholds,

What I feel right make a person,

Who acts to them righteous,

As a human I fail myself,

Being someone that the worlds want outta me,

I love being hated for the way I am,

Than to be loved for someone else…

Mask

We are all happy

We are all sad

Is it the phase we face

Or the mask we choose

We may not cry

We may not laugh

We even don’t know the reality

Are we ever in a pursuit to know it,

In illusion we live

Happily wearing the mask

Mask to please

Mask to win

Mask to mask the emotions

That would maketh us weak

Mask of sanity

Mask of vanity

Mask showing no emotions

Which mask are we to wear today?

The Purpose...

The last day of my life,

I still have no clue,

I came, we lived and here I go,

There was always a desire,

In my heart like those millions,

All this while I was searching,

Something that I didn’t know,

A sorcerer’s stone of happiness,

In morose state I lived through,

Every minute and second with the hope,

That one day I will find the truth,

Today I stand here,

Looking around,

All those days have passed by,

What do I have that makes me happy?

A dream never attained,

A path that made no sense,

A life that never found the truth,

I have lived through,

Do I smile to have lived through?

Or remorse the agony in the heart

The last day of my life,

I still have no clue,

I came, we lived and here I go….

BlueSong

Of last one of the songs that caught my thought has been Vera Hall's - Trouble So Hard. The strong powerful voice clearly exemplifies pain and agony. With the same thought I wrote something similar, its called "BlueSong".... Simple yet it personifies my state of mind :)

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This is a troubled heart,

Day and night,

Who knows but me and father?

This troubled heart.

Spring noon,

I walked the roads,

Clear sky,

I was blue.

This is a troubled heart,

Day and night,

Who knows but me and father?

This troubled heart.

Sunday morning.

I woke to a song,

Day was bright,

I was blue.

This is a troubled heart,

Day and night,

Who knows but me and father?

This troubled heart.

Dubious mind

the dawn one sun bringth,

Olive leaves that basks in the light,

the cacoon her life is over,

a beautiful flower the butterfly that feeds me,

is she the lady we call nature,

or does it show thy weak op'th gender,

Shall I not question her beauty,

may it not bring no dubitare,

no frowns but smile it bringth,

life in art thou shall exist

If I could change....

Its true, its true,

That you didn’t feel the words my heartfelt,

May be I didn’t see this coming well,

If there is one more thing I could change,

I would start our lives with a new beginning…

This has come so far,

I cant see you in my life any more,

If there is something I could change,

I would erase the bitterness in our lives…

Never will I be able to get you,

Hope this song tells how much I need you,

If there is something that I could leave for you,

I would leave everything behind jus for you…

I really love you, yes I really do,

When I close my eyes all I could think of is you,

If there is one last breathe in my life,

I would wish to see your smiling face…

It's you

My mind filled with empty space,

If your name is the echo there,

There is nothing I need more,

If life needs a reason, I have found what it takes...

The poets lied about beauty of the rose,

May be not they didn’t see you coming,

If literature needed a metaphor,

I would find you in those thousand books….

May be my life seems astray,

Every smile of yours bring in life a new ray,

I don’t need credence to know love,

What is love if it doesn’t involve you...

Psyched this life

A birth this lonely, a life this lovely,

A smell of flower forgotten,

The smile of an angel seized its existence,

Where are we heading to,

Life that was once a journey,

Life that now seeks a destiny,

The void voice vibration in this mind,

We dont know what is destined,

We play god to create our destinations,

No one for ourselves have to walk,

Complex games in this chaos,

What is my life,

What is my destiny,

Where is my Journey,

The people I ever loved,

Faded like a tear drop in the ocean,

The places that I cherished,

Destroyed like the castle built in the wind,

Selfless helpless with this pain,

seeking the diction yet no words to explain,

Am I dead that is living,

Or am I living dead,

Neither ways this makes no sense,

I forever the person who I hated to be,

I have turned the evil I hated to live...

random mind

fear that grows in me, grew to consume me,

Like they say, who say, i dont know,

This day has messed my mind, tattered scattered pill of spill,

a cradle that can shake the death, i look at the mirror to smile,

the walls come by trembling down the street, millions miles and still black blank road,

forver the way i see, the living grey of my mind....

New Way of Life

life, life.. what is life?

We think we know it, but do we really?

I think I learnt what life is,

Its like asking a dead person,

"How do you feel being dead?"

Ask the person who is living what is life,

The man would should the same face as dead,

I realised life is not about solutions,

For there are no questions,

Life is a view, its a statement,

We all have views,

We all make statements,

We all live our lives...

A moment of regret,

A moment of pain,

A moment of Joy,

A moment of fulfillment,

Those stand there as chapters of the book of life,

We read a chapter, and then move on to the next,

If we think the chapter is the end,

You life falls into the assymmetric league of vague belief,

So learn to read the chapter and move on to next,

For when you reach the end of the book,

Close you eyes and think,

those moments will run as a flash in front of your eyes,

take a deep breath and ask "would have understood the chapters, if I were not alive?"

that moment will you realise what life is,

not money

not fame

not power

not sex

its the happiness of being there, that makes life beautiful,

life, life... and I think this is life....

Immortality

I walked in the fields of the great battle,

with no mercy I killed them all,

the scorpion had no knowledge of my mortality,

with great passion and he stung.....

Was buried 6 feet under the land that I ruled,

the moon was shining the peak in glory,

your tears didnt keep him happy,

he throw the reflection of your face that he saw in the world that he didnt live.....

The light was no sign of emotions,

but it carried your face to the land where I was sleeping,

the face that forgot the smile.....

Jus then the sky brust in tears,

the tears from your eyes that woke me up,

here I came back to the world I ruled,

here I stand immortal...

You know what makes you interesting...
i think its a two line riddle, but too far to comprehend...
Mighty gave me the mind to comprehend the riddle...
But reality stuck me as a disaster...

I thought I knew the world to conquer,
But could not understand the patterns in a butterfly...
like they say the patterns in the celestial...
I wish I was more like wind...

"Wind... Swing and Swaying the way I am supposed to"
A wind before the hush...

Man I am

Dont you leave, I cannot live,
Without you in my life,
Cant you see, my heart is broken,
Without you in my world,

Think of the days we walked in the woods,
With you on my side,
I feel my world is complete,
The laugh that we shared,
The memories that you let fade away,

Dont you leave, I cannot live,
Without you in my life,
Cant you see, my heart is broken,
Without you in my world,

Why are we so far away,
My heart whispers a song,
A song long forgotten,
Wish I could tell you how I feel,
Words wont do no change now,

Dont you leave, I cannot live,
Without you in my life,
Cant you see, my heart is broken,
Without you in my world,

I wont ask you for another chance,
But I wont forget the love we shared,
I can go on forever,
With your thoughts in my mind,
The love that made me a man I am.