Saturday, September 5, 2009

Paper Boat

sleep my sweet child, we have a long way to go,
dont you worry i will stay awake,
keep guarding you till the dawn,
keep an eye on you till i am alive,
the wind is blowing, so am i,
i dont know where we will be,
our life is nothing more than a paper boat with a sail.

the crest and thrust in this life is an unsolved mystery,
where we are and where we need to go,
is nothing there in our hands,
jus stay back to face the reality,
you sleep without doubts in your mind,
till the sun beam breaks the dark,
our life is nothing more than a paper boat with a sail.

Seed of War

no rulez to lay your life,
no path to the flickering light,
no preaching, no regrets,
cos we have jus sowed the seed of war.

to cope with our dreams,we have scattered many,
we have tried so hard jus to reach our destiny,

we have nothing left, we ain't care for any,
let people preach us for life, cos thats the irony.
now that the seed spudded, and the fruits bloomed,
its time to gleen what we want,

no mercy, no pleading,
cos we are the one who sowed the seed of war.(3)

keep marching towards insanity,
to keep in mind that drove our anxiety,
it is true that we hate to face the reality,
cos we need to execute to maintain our immortaliy.

the fruits have ripened, and ready to be devoured,
set your foot to claim the wages,

let the eyes melt down the cheek, and heads role down the ground,
cos we are are the one who sowed the seed of war.(3)

no more preaching, no more regret,
no mercy, no pleading,
cos we have jus sowed the seed of war.(3)
i am void within me,
my life is full of negativity,
i thought i was living in truth,
until i broke all my chain and came into reality,
the world seems to see me as an alien,
but the strange thing is,
that they see me as they look at the mirror,

i am wounded,
there is no way its gonna to heal,
and the pain inside me,
is turning more vulnerable,
is this the outcome of the change that i wanted.

the truth is bitter than what i thought,
i wanna go back to nullity,
darkness is better than light,
loneliness is better than staying in this herd,
i am feeling all insecured,
there is a flaw in what i see,
this world feeds on you to survive,

i am wounded,
there is no way its gonna to heal,
and the pain inside me,
is turning more vulnerable,
is this the outcome of the change that i wanted.

i jus cant stay the way i was before,
i am scared of this change,
i have become numb,
i cant feel a thing deep inside of me,
everything is unreal around me,
i cant trust a thing even the self,
what have i done to thy self,

i am wounded,
there is no way its gonna to heal,
and the pain inside me,
is turning more vulnerable,
is this the outcome of the change that i wanted.

Violent Love

YOU SHOOK MY WORLD, AND BROKE MY MIRROR ROOM,
I TOOK THE PIECES AND MADE THEM ONE,
WHY DID YOU DECEIVE ME WITH ALL THAT YOU DID,
WHY DIDNT YOU STOP TO LISTEN TO ME,


AND NOW THAT ITS ALL OVER......
WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO DO........
AND NOW THAT ITS ALL OVER......
WHERE DO YOU WANT ME TO GO....


AND NOW THAT ITS ALL OVER......
WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO DO........
AND NOW THAT ITS ALL OVER......
DO YOU WANT ME TO CALL THIS A VIOLENT LOVE....

Weed Weed Weed!!!


yo buddy you are so smooth,
you go inside of my lungs and take my pain off...
Der Fuhrer i am not a tyrant,
show me your loyalty,
i dont want to break your back...

Your Thought

your thought grows like a cancer in my mind,
my soul has betrayed me, it says its no more mine,
i liked it, loved it and left it all to grow,
it slay me, raped me and made me another prey.

she chained to her bed and made me another slave,
she ripped me, she smacked me and called me a stain,
i cant live or do i choose to die, i want to feel the pleasure,
i am drowning in the beatitude of this thought.

i am loving it..........
yeah the pain inside me,
i am loving it,
yeah yeah yeah i am living in it..............(2)

Saturday, August 29, 2009

I am not going to make it

Crawling on the floor with blood in my eyes,
I am trying to see why I am blinded,
Seek to dig the blind memories that have faded,
I moved on with this scars on my face,
Like the seed which I threw in fire,
Here I stand by me, and I see a different me in the mirror,
Insanity I got from my lost Vanity,
pushing my hard to keep myself going,
But I know I cant make it..
I am pushing my self to the end,
God damn I am not gonna make it...