Man I am

Dont you leave, I cannot live,
Without you in my life,
Cant you see, my heart is broken,
Without you in my world,

Think of the days we walked in the woods,
With you on my side,
I feel my world is complete,
The laugh that we shared,
The memories that you let fade away,

Dont you leave, I cannot live,
Without you in my life,
Cant you see, my heart is broken,
Without you in my world,

Why are we so far away,
My heart whispers a song,
A song long forgotten,
Wish I could tell you how I feel,
Words wont do no change now,

Dont you leave, I cannot live,
Without you in my life,
Cant you see, my heart is broken,
Without you in my world,

I wont ask you for another chance,
But I wont forget the love we shared,
I can go on forever,
With your thoughts in my mind,
The love that made me a man I am.

Your face

with broken wing i fall into the earth

then angels disowned me n demons despised me
i have no vision for i was blinded

a poor man gave me milk to drink for water
a person with no hatred but love

all i could see nothing but ur face

a face so naive which was more pure than milk

purer than the milky way

purer than mankind

the face i could neva forget

before i closed my eyes

a face of yours...

Where am I... Who am I

The beats of my heart talks about you,
The dreams in my sleep speak about you,
When I wake up I see the heart burning with feelings,
I know you don't want the way I want it to be....

Where am I, Who am I,

The darkness sees no light without you,
The flowers don't bloom without you in life,
Like the thorn that embraced my heart,
I feel no sun and no reasons for the lives...

Where am I, Who am I,

The reason for my heartbeat,
The beat that I live for,
where am I, Who am I....

Record in my head

I hear this record in my head, being played over and over again,
I wanna change this track, rewrite the karma of my pain,
This situation, no ways its gonna pay,
I dream of disguise, I know I cannot fade away...

I learnt the rules of bending the rules, should I really care,
Shrinking in thoughts, when what I learn from the world is fear,
Learning to roll like a stone, collecting the mosses as I do,
You don't teach me who I am, I know I am not a hoe...

Evil Shadow

Jesus threw me out of heaven, i am a sinner,
i was called an evildoer,
i have no where to run,
i am here in the no mans land,

someone come take me home with you,
i no more feed on flesh or blood,
all i need is a place to hide my self,
form the evil part of mine,

hell is no good for me,
all my sinister are waiting for my bod,
this path leads to no where,
but to insanity,

i am lost,
lost for good that i found you,
you the root for all that i am,
my evil shadow,

come feed on me,
drink my blood,
drag me to pieces,
thats all i deserve for all that i did.

Humanitarian - This is what we all are

till the good slept i was occulted by infamy,
i hid the truth and practiced polygamy,
i wore the caftan and called it humanitarian,
but i feed on the flesh to prove i am a barbarian.

Love you more & Hate you less

kill me hard,and blow my head,
leave me not , cos am not yet dead,
throw the flowers and take the gun,
we lost it all we need no fun.

i am an ugly freak n you a beauty queen,
i am lying now you know what i mean,
i had it all with you,and ended it with a wine
you slept with me, and now you are not mine.

things have changed in new jersey,
a bitch like you needs no mercy,
now that the gun is in my hand,
all you need is just a six foot land.

in fraction of second i found you in a pool of blood,
i felt no pain cos i killed the jade,
deep in my heart its you i miss,
for i love you more and hate you less,